I probably won't have anything done for a while. I would love to get things finished, but lately I've just been really depressed. I have no idea when it will pass, it all depends I guess, but I can't wait to have that feeling of relief whenever it comes.

I've been so exhausted, yet I can barely get any sleep, I bawl my eyes out at least three times a day, barely eating, mostly because there's not much in the house, but when I do have food it's hard to finish it, I've got like constant anxiety as well to top it all off.

This is all because my cat. I don't feel like going into detail because I've had to explain it all too many times, but my cat is sick and I'm just extremely worried about her and feel really helpless. Don't ask questions about it, just know that no matter what she may have, it's serious.

So it's pretty much going to be my choice in the end... if she can't get better, whether she has to be put down or keep her alive and watch her suffer, I guess.

I'm hoping for the best... but just in case, I've been taking a lot of pictures of her.

On a happier note, I went to the orthodontist and they said I no longer have to wear my headgear.